" I'm so serious my chest hurts"

it all started with checking my emails. I was cleaning out my inbox and I came across an old conversation. Well three to be approxiamte. And then I though back. Of how carefree and genuine our conversations used to be.


Then came the shortness of breath...
increase in pulse....
tightening of the chest......
It was heartache.

What bothers me the most is, how can you have heartache for someone you don't even talk to, don't even trust, don't even know, don't even love ?

I kno there is one simple answer tied to these complex emotions, but it can't be happneing to me... Na not me