Cry

My lil cuzzo sed in a poem what resides in my heart, has flowed out of my eyes, in the form of tears & now that they've dried I see shit clear

that shit was deep and sometimes its true, only crying can make things better sometimes. But I hate to cry. Hate it hate it HATE IT. Seems like with tears there is only more drama to come. Which leads me to the point of this here blog.... The song Cry by Rihanna.i feel like I can relate to that song 110%

" was it the moment that we first kissed/ becuase its killing me to let it go/
maybe becuase we spent so much time/ and now were no more/
I shoulda never let you hold baby/ maybe that's why I'm sad to see us apart/
I didnt give it to you on purpose/ can't figure out how you got in my heart"

[ I altered the words a bit to fit my current situation]
Basically the song goes on to talk about yea she got her heart broken, but she's not gunna let it get to her. & that's why I love the song becuase I wish I could have done that in the past.... Just let love go & call it a day... And I'm going to try to keep up that attitude but I can't even front... Ima certified SUCKER for love.... smh.... But that song, the message it portrays & kinda relfects my attitude: be emotionless or show subtle emotions... I'm gunna research who wrote that song, that shit is deep, it blows mine that all the shit by rihanna that I od love ain't written by her [ ie rehab,unfaithful, breaking dishes & a few more] and she stole her whole swag from kelis but that's life lol

Young bliss babe

" my mind is gone/ I'm spinning round/ and deep inside these tears I'll drown/
I'm losing grip/ what's happening? / I stray from love / this is how I feel"